Im gonna start animating and drawing fully done things, i mostly do sketches and test animations so i want to try doing a small finished project, wish me luck

OUCH OOOOO IT HURTS IT HURTS

BLOODS EVERYWHERE OH NO SOMEONE CALL THE HOSPITAL

no wait I don't have any money-

OUCH OOOOOO SOMEONE DRIVE ME TO THE DOLLAR STORE

but all in for real, that shit HURT

I gotta puke

I learned as an artist, that I'm not perfect, but no matter how much I tell myself that I steal believe I suck. I've been doing this for all my life. Drawing, painting, animation, crafting, everything I can just get my hands on. I have a overwelming love for creating thing, but that overwelming love still for some reason doesn't translate to the overwelming love of how much I try. Today I was doing an animation test, and in the middle of it after playing it back, I just cried. I cried because I hated it, it wasn't as good as how I felt it needed to be. I felt I let younger me down, I felt I let others that believe in me down, I felt I let all the animators before me down. Then I just look back at myself, I looked in the mirror and I just looked at my eyes. I just felt bad, I felt bad I was just stressing myself out and compairing myself. Thinking that I needed to be the worlds best animator before I turned the age of 18. I do the things I do because I love them, and that is all that matters.